~.h.a.p.p.y.^-^.g.a.l.~

2010-10-13T05:22:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

well.. share little things about my team:)

1) Johnny, a fun loving straight forward person. working with him is good, less burden for me, fast learner too:) he is awesome

2) BoBo, a joker of my day. too soft for me, ha... always get scolded from me, poor him,he is my little headache, slow learner, unwilling to learn. omg. but he is nice. hope he can be part of our family.

3) FangX2, my little princess.. she a talkative, adorable character, she always makes our day full with smile n laughter, but say to say that. she no longer my team, but she will always be johnny n my little princess

4) Kelin, my 2nd princess.. she is totally opposite from the 1st. she is just like an ice. seldom talk. but i love her working attitude. is perfect

5) Ah Hao, he is violent.. everything on his hand sure damage, wanna to try:) even he is violent but he is willing to listen and change:) good job.. i like.

i love my people there... i give them 4.5star
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well somehow i abit tired of this job, lost motivation at times, as a leader of them u cant show Ur personal thought to them that much. becoz u are the shadow. once u are down they will not motivated. who can i turn to?
been a cheerful person too long. is tired

2010-08-17T07:36:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

Don cry for guys, let guys cry for u.bcoz gal give n take. Guy get n 4get. But if u promise didt walk into my life.if u intend to leave me. Don fall for someone unless they are real to catch u.
Best revenge
smile. Be happy. Never let them knw u are hurt. U just get to find the one worth suffer for,

Ladies wake up pls

2010-05-17T09:39:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

I'm back... Well many things change.. I'm going overseas at oct to vietnam:) with my dar dar:) can wait it..
Well soon my baby outlet opening soon it fall on the 2may.. Is a new changellence for me.. Althought is only a foodcourt but I will try my Best to do it:) becoz I'm CpY:) well new Ppl new place.. Everything need to start from zero.. I belive I can do it:)
thirdly.. Somebody leaving the system soon.. Whereby I'm afraid:( I need to hlp ... To do something before .. Left.. Gosh can't imagine I had been workin at pepper lunch for 6 month.. N take charge of this baby:) it was just like a dream to me.. Currently I knw 2 new buddy at my work place.. I wish that they are really my clips one;) I wish I could maintain our friendship..even we are all in different place.. I wish I could go oversea n meeting out with them.. Chilling drinking relaxing.. Everything seem to be a dream I don wish to wake up so early:) haha... My action plan is:)

Take good care of my team members:)
be thoughtful..
Be nice
be sweet
be a good listener
take all the feedback from them
learn together
play hard
work hard
joke hard
I want to have a awesome team:)

do u think I can make it

the answer is YES
I need to be super positive
and takes what it goes:)

CPY
Jia you

2010-03-14T08:47:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

Wow lao.. Sian sia.. Working plaza sing for 5 days straight.. Kill me man... OMG.. So worried that I will be come the p.I.c there lo.. Don wish to be happen uh.. Well I got to take it as a stepping stone for me... Well think positively.. I'm there to learn.. And got to build the team work there:) and last not to think so much :D just need to think for my birthday.. Haha can't wait man.. Tml opening:( it seem to be so restless sia... Everyday work only.. Lost contact with slots of friends Liao sia.. Later become miss lonely.. Shit la.. Not going to happen:) prettty sian half lo... Friends is everything ar... Off Saturday.. Like no progamme.. Well nevermind.. Everytime last min stuff turn me ON.. Uhu :p...

The people that I work with

2010-03-11T21:40:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

Well I need to start name by name...
Kelly auntie is a stuborn person, who knw how to eat snake. But she is a kind soul, she is a attentive person espeacailly to people that needs help.. although Sometimes she's rude to me.. But I knw she don mean it.. I respect her as an adult.. But she just treat me like a kid... I'm worried that I will say things that is hush or even violent toward her.. Oh man..

Zhen Zhen, she opposite from Kelly.. She will not eat snake.. Intact she is hard working.. But she study speciall school.. So you knw what I mean:) she talk never use brain..everytime we need to crackour brain tothink what's on her mind.. But she is a kind hearted person...

Wendy auntie..
She is my so called ah ma... She is a very experience staff.. She knw alot of things then me.. But sometimes she wried til I don knw why she like that.. Complicated right.. Ha, she can be a loving person.. The very next min can don bother u.. But no matter when where how she wil always be responsible to all the stuff that u ask her to knw..

Chang Phen.. A blur blur boy... I got to call him mr OK.. Everything u ask he will say okok... So far haven see his temper yet.. Well I don wish to see too...

Andy.. Is my Jie Mei... He is a kpo person.. But meanno harm.. His mouth is justloke a stone.. Things that can't mention he will not mention:) will say to say that he's leavin us soon...

Don to forget my sandwich club..
Janice - cheese,
Desiree - bread,
Cheriee - tomato,
Jenna - letture..
And I'm the ham,

so far all his gals is not giving me problem.. I lov working with them.. But as I mention before.. When I'm in uniform treat me differently.. Well they make it.. Nut still got a little joke in betweenus la:)

Now is my team member,

shin, my favorite manager:) I give him 99.99 % haha.. Is a person that say it mean it.. Which I like straight forward people:) so far everything I learnt is he teach me.. 0.01% is becoz he don smile.. but he very thoughtful sia.. Can't imagine that..Ha.. Nothing much about him:)

rong, he is the manager I dislikein the PAST. He make me feel like I'm in the hell.. But after a better understanding on him.. He also a nice manager.. He always do follow up on me.. And I observe what be do. And I learntalot fromhim.. The way he handle things. The way he run zone.. I really can learn from him.. Everytime after seeing I will have a better understanding on how to solve thing out:) but I got nothing to talk to him...

Last one.. Xiang gan.. The first sight of seeing him.. Wow hate him lo.. After a couple of day talk To him... We always quarrel..! But we are just for the sake of saying each other.. Guess we are just teasting lo.. Playing only..

Well now I wish I could coverts to part timer sia... Well see how it goes.. Stoping here:)

2010-02-23T08:38:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

I had received an cofirmation letter from pepper lunch.. I belive i should felt happy.. But I got no expression on that at all.. Just simply don know why.. I love my team... I like the people...the wrote performance reveiw
for me.. I score B... I knw is high... Sometime working there I felt so useless... It seem to be I know nothing.. Is kinda of sianz... I told myself if I wanna to carry on this job I got to read all the soc and memorize it.. In order to prosit.. Well there may be a movement... But it don't bother me at all...Somehow maybe all FNB line are like this.. It will always make you feel like a family.. Coz I'm only working here for 4months only... Well now booking for driving course.. Most properly us on the April.. Wish everything will be great
for me:) so now march I need to knw all the soc in order for
me to study the driving course on the april. After I pass.. Ineed to hands on in driving.. Then apply for school and study.. I'm getting olded Liao.. Need to buck up alot... Alot things to learn in life:) Keep moving;)

2010-01-28T02:39:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

Well today off work damn early.. I so so so not use to it..well now I need to think of what my action plan is.. I now need to start an ops.. Ha.. Is some kind if wired right... I need to learn how to run a food court.. Wahaha... I want to tag with her through this.. I got to see how will it be like... I belive I can do it:)

2010-01-27T05:08:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

Working as per normal... Some Time I things really making feel so stupid by working FOC... Maybe this is my job.. I only can accept it.. But I really wish that they can give me a proper training.. I just need that... Sometime I really got alot of question that I can't explan.. I wil doubt myself.. Sometime I'm asking myself.. Cpy where is your confident goes??? I was like.. WTF.. I don know what I'm thinking at all... Hat simply don understand.. Sometime I had been working so hard.. But who can see it.. Not just about work... Make it simple.. My friends will do.. Who can really understand how I feel.. At times I really think that I'm a busybody.. Why am I thinking so much for whoever up there.. Is this part of my duties to do so.. I don think so.. So why I'm I Doing all this shits... Can you teach me how...! I really need advise.. At pepper the team members are holding hand in hand which I Like it.. But I miss the fun and joke with Mcd people.. Right here the team is too small.. No matter how clips it is it will still bring you to no where... Been straight forward is my style of doing it.,, be nice to people is part of it.. But do they appreciate what I do? Why is there so many question bordering me.. What's on earth now?? Fuck.. Can you tell me what should I do in order to slove this problems.. I just simply can't take it... My emotion is dragging me down.. I hate this feeling.. Please please please teach me what to do? Sometime I'm really having a bad time... Please guide me along:) may you... People please stand in my shoe at time.. As simple as that...

2010-01-25T10:06:00.003-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

Dear GOD,

I'm sincerly, please you.. If you are able to read my blog here... Please wish my friend can recovered from here illness... She is one of my close one here.. She's only 19 this year... Still got a long way to move on..this is just a begining of her life.. There is alot of things for her to see and learn... Please bless her through out can? I fon bear to see here like that.. I belive if this things happen to me I will end my life.. I don think I can move on.. So please if operation can be done.. Please make it a sucessful one.. Somehow I don know how to console her.. I only can sat aside supporting her through out only.. I know I can do much help.. So Im here to please you... I don know how to express out my feeling right now.. Just wish you could Bless her..

Another request is at the same point of time please bless the people surround me.. I don wish too see anything happen to them as well... I belive life is beautiful.. We need to delight our days through our journey:) so bless all the people surrounding me.. I will appreciate it.. Thank you...

To Wy I will bless you too...

2010-01-25T01:59:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

wow.... had been a long long time nv blog.... where the hell i had been to... well i had leave HGA8 seen dec... i had been blacklisted by them.... my current job is at pepper lunch... althought is also F n B line.... but when u gt into there, everything seem to be s difference... only the operation is the same... i start as a trainee floor manager there... still learning.... from the start i really facing alots of issue working there, no matter is the people there, the enviourment etc... the biggest problem.. i think is the people.... there working style is so diff from MCD, but my team members are as thoughtful as MCD ppl... but i prefer the MCD staff... well, i belive every place got good and bads la... so i cant choose the ppl.... i need to adpatit:) and i belive i can make it.... haix.... but i really wish that i could learn as many things as possible, but it seems to be the same... i don learn... when can i be the same as them... 3months date line meet le... im still the same... it was like what the hell lo.. sadded sia, what ever it is, i need to be as positive i can.... i know i can do it.... jia you...

2009-10-25T13:18:00.004-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)aka UNHAPPY GAL:(
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....
TODAE EVERY MOMENT IS NOT MY MAGIC MOMENT.....
25/10/09

damn unhappy with my cash, people who knows what's happening to me will know what i'm saying... x_x!!
haixXz.... i had no comment abiut it.... the best part is i want to see the CCTV also cannot... is like wat the ****....
just few more days to leave also no peace-_-!!
damn tired of mac at times.... hopefully this job will not face the same problem.....may god bless me:)

26/10/09

when down store to teach wong SOC....vomit blood....haha.... need to explan every little sentence....very tired and thirsty (o_x!!)
after go through til 6 foundation 1 SOC, i call off a day, we go play pool...can't imagine that i still got mood to teach people and play pool... well things happen means happens... i can't do anything liao.... haha... happy playing with them:) got win and loss:) keong the poor boy... keep losing until the last round i think he won:) good try for him.... as for wong and me, really can fight lo:) after play 4hour pool. i heading back to meet daddy for dinner:) after that went home with redzwan, i never aspect that i will share with him that much:) good chat with him:)

todae,
27/10/09
today i was thinking why am i attending the meeting??? where by i'm leaving this places soon??? but i feel happy too la... atleast she got me in her heart:)
well todae very tired, from morning til know...never do much, the angry part is my first ASS-_-!!...she ddid know that we got too many stock left, where by the promotion ends, why not she call other store to St THOSE PRODUCT, still can ask me to call...is like what the hell lo...grrrr....can't be bother then. well todae i did the most is training:) i did't know that i could teach people without throwing temper... maybe they are just like me... a Normal tec student, that's why i take care of them,well i'm happy with what i do today, the crew seem to learn alot... i do chat with her regarding her personal stuff, she so poor thing, her father give up on his family, now only left her mother be the breadwinner....i respect her mother... by not giving up on them:) well she already 16yr old.. taking her N-Level...good luck for her man:)
i hope she can make a correct path... i ask her to think what she want now, if not her future will just drain off like this... seen she can study... top 4 in class..good job right...haha....i ask her to take private O. while study ITE.... can't imagin theat i go through 5 Soc 6 Foundation at one go... luckily never dissappoint me... she can remember what i say:)

utleast today is a good day for me....hopefully the rest of my days are like this:)

x_o!!
X_X??
^_^!!

2009-10-24T01:05:00.002-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

24/10/09
guess... wat... i forgot to order somthing:)
now die le...hahaxzz... no chioce:) well, next month will heading to my new work place...just don know will it be a good place anot:) well can't be bother.... can't do anything right now:) haha.... may god bless me:) commitment for mac is lesser....hope i still can catch up with the rest:)next month got chit chat... i don feel like going... everything seen to be too late... why everytime i have make up my decision...but ended up turning this way... the chit chat don know will ask what kind of question, i''m not good in acting lo...shit... now my heart so confuse ....sigh-_-!!
haha....well what's my plan next... work hard now:) for my future:) yup...jia you peiying:)

2009-10-22T05:54:00.003-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

23/10/09
moorning
11AM...

when for interveiw, sucess.... got into it:)feeling happy and sad...
but what to do...need to go further study....everything needs money... no choice forr me at all... my brother after NS.. intend to go oversea study... everyone pocket are tight now...i need 18k to fulfil my course, so is time for me to draw a line from now on:)
today damn tiring:( meet my darling at amk, after that we go for lunch... 1pm, jy and friends reach and meet me... we go shoppin... me yining and wy...bought shirts... after amk... meet another friend...did'nt don he so young drive BMW... he drove us around:) from amk to bedok, bedok to bukit betok, bukit betok to cck, cck to jurong point, jurong point to far east, far east to clary quey... sat on his car at least go 3hrs... he drove more then 61kilometre....today is a happening day..but i miss out go k with wy n friends... and prawning:(
so sad sia:( don get a chance to do so...

haix... i now only can commit 4 day per month at mac:)
if really needs to choice i will give up on mac...
finally i had decide what to do le...even i lose both job...
i will still go find other job:)

2009-10-21T15:15:00.006-09:00

HAPPY GAL:)
EVERY MOMENT IS A MAGIC MOMENT TO ME....

22/10/09

TODAY I'M GOING FOR INTERVEIW AT *********...HOPE I CAN MANAGE TO GO IN... IF I MANAGE TO GO IN..I NEED TO ADAPT WITH THE NEW ENVIRONMENT...ALTHOUGH I DON BEAR TO LEAVE MAC JUST LIKE THIS...I DON HAVE THE TIME KEEP WAITING...SEEN THEY DON KNOW HOW TO CHERISH THE PEOPLE THERE...WHEN THEY ARE THERE FOR THEM...I NEED TO PLAN FOR MY FUTURE, I'M NO LONGER YOUNG NOW...IS TIME TO GET A BETTTER PAY JOB...SO IN-ORDER FOR ME TO STANDBY FOR MY BROTHER:) SO HE WILL NOT FEEL ANY BURDEN TO LEAVE US GO OVERSEAS STUDY:) IN THE MAIN WELL....I ALSO CAN TAKE PART TIME COURSES:)MONEY IS NOT A BIG DUAL...BUT WITHOUT THEM YOU ARE JUST NOTHING.....SOMETIME I FIND IT FUNNY, MY BOSS WANT TO TRANSFER US...AND WHAT FOR ASK OTHER PEOPLE TO CHECK WEATHER I'M LEAVING ANOT....I DON THINK IS IMPORTANT TO HER ANYMORE....WHERE BY SHE WANNA TO TRANSFER ME OUT:) WELL IS I'M THE ONE WHO TRANSFER OUT TO AM10...I WILL ACCEPT IT... CAUSE IF I MANAGE TO GET INTO *******....SO I WILL WORK AS A FULL TIMER AT ********...PART TIME AT MAC:)

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SO DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH ME GOOD LUCK... IN-ORDER TO LET ME GET INTO THAT JOB...
DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH POTATO GOOD LUCK...WISH HER CAN MANAGE WITH HER PROBLEM..
DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH MY TEDDY CAN OVERCOME IT.. I KNOW IS HARD FOR HER TO FACE IT
DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH THE PEOPLE THAT ARE FALLING SICK...GET WELL SOON
DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH POTATO AND FRIENDS TO SCORE WELL FOR THEIR N AND O LEVEL...
DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH DADDY GOOD LUCK... CAN BE WITH HIS GIRLFRIEND...
DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH DAVE FATHER GOOD LUCK, RECOVER SOON..STOP FALLING DOWN...
DEAR GOD, PLEASE WISH MY WHOLE FAMILY GOOD LUCK..INCLUDING THE PEOPLE SUR-ROUND ME
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I SINCERELY THANKS YOU... DON MATTER CAN FUFIL IT ANOT...
I KNOW YOUR ARE LOOKING AT US FROM THE TOP:)

2009-10-20T18:14:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

20/10/09
11am...
when to store...eat...after meet keong play pool..somehow is fun...but i prefer playing with wong:)..freaking tired...whole day hang out then straight play pool... after the game ended..i go home sleep for 3++hrs... follow down i working G...falling sick for fifth days....cough through the whole night...what the hell.. really cannot take it.... after working, i go see doctor... WOW.. the doctor intend to give me 4days MC... but i ask him give me 2days...haixx.... now must eat medicine...sigh-_-!!....the doctor warn me to have rest...he say... my asthma will come back again if i never take good care:)now i cannot do this and that...gosh,
today... i heard 2bad news:( is not about me.. is my close friends, now i only can pray hard for them... wish them can over come it asap:)

interesting days:)

2009-10-19T14:12:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

well....let me recall what had i done the past 4 days:)
16/0ct/o9
4pm
attachment at AM10....
well..enjoy attachment there...but VERY tired:(
there BC travel...so need to keep upfront.. although everyday are doing the same thing. maybe is just because the bosses also there.. ha, suppose to finish my work at 12.30, but my cash not correct:( still til 2am... tiring, ha, the manager there was nasty to the attachment i think... but if you stand in their shoes and think, is just their job to do so, after that. heading to skrv.. guess what. I'm suppose to go there and learnt inventory, BUT he was too busy at that point of time:( so i go there and help instead of learning.. ha, s okay for me to do so there... cause whenever i attach there, the people was just simply to perfect to work with, their teamwork their was excellent....around 6 am heading back home sleep:)

17/oct/09
0000hrs
working at my own hub... ha, suppose to work at 4plus, and i change the timing to 9pm, but my ITE friends ask me out, so i change the timing again... i never regret to do so, it was fun meeting them, time really flys. it had been 2years never meet them out:) was having dinner. after that go star buck had a drink.... we was planning to go Bali next year march... sound so cool... a group of 14pax:) can't imagine go there stay in the resort:) it will be great if all of us manage to do so:) around 10plus 11... i was reaching home to change and work.... it was a PH...damn busy in store... i was working with papa..well thought i never learnt inventory at skrv.. luckily papa share abit with me:) so somehow i'm happy... end day of my shift. i was damn tired. the moment i reach home i sleep like a pig.... gosh, my bed is calling me loudly.. ( I"M HERE) for you...

on the 18/oct/09
it was my off day...
the symptom of illness is falling on me.. so intend to rest at home.... ha, BUT in the evening part i meet my friends and stay overnight with them, firstly we go for makan...after maken, we sat down and had a long long chat... age group is between 2 to 11 year different, chat til 12plus, heading back to coffeshop, drink coffee, another group is heading down to meet us.. after they eat, they drive us go rounding.. after that go seaside.... the sky is beautiful... all the stars was there shinning our night.... around 5plus, rounding again, finally heading back to SK.... we chat again, around 6am... i rush back home to bath and go work in the morning...

on the 19/oct/09
working 0700am
reach store early.... H/O T/O quickly:)
i running with 2 crew...
2ppl excuse:) well i can do anything.... call some crew to come in early:)
from 7 to 8 plus... no sale at all... but once i send ppl from their break... at that the time customer came in... do know where the customer come from... interesting moment coming..... i was in the kitchen...... i put a spacial school person in the muffin....guess what... he overload the muffing.... the toasted caught FIRE... after settle down the fire.... i carry on my service... the line never break... the customer are caving for mac...i pour coffee got burn... coffee over flow... i clean, go pack hash brown, burn by the oil... 10plus, ha... no more coffer filter... i stop serving coffee to the customer... what a day... BUT overall is interesting....somehow it might be happen once in my life time... somehow i also learnt, even during a rush.. i must be claim at all time...12plus, my dearest TEDDY bring her litter Wayne to store... i thought i can't hug him... ha ha... poor litter Wayne also not feeling well... so seen two of us sick... ha, i carry him, and hug him through:) litter Wayne had delighting my day... so long never see him... so adorable... and teddy was so sweet, she bring my the green bean soup... had been years never drink the.. almost forgot what the taste like...after having my food. i close my cash... and i ended my shift..evening heading back home sleep.. after 3hour.. i woke up. for second round overnight with my friends...tonight working night shift...

this pass four days was supper duper fun and interesting:) just love it...

2009-10-15T15:51:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

todae weather was perfectly great... no raining...
ha..so happy... working... finally i got a chance to learn inventory:)
i waited for so long... atlast let me learn, tonight going to amk10...sigh-_-!!
never go there before..hope it will be fine:D
tonight after work..i will go skrv to learn inventory... hope i can remember it:)
then ask WS to teach me then follow up on me:)... i just simply can't wait it....just a few more hours to go.... so great:)after learnong nventory i want to learn MDS costing..demand forcast, after learning all this i will go on training....life is full of energy:)

this is just for you

2009-10-14T14:17:00.001-09:00

this is those CRAZY picture that we took....
there are more...
but i belive with this pic is good enough:)
after viewing those picture..
please use your heart to read every single words....

darling....

through out this few year...
you had been together with me..
no matter the joys or unpleasant stuff....

At all moment you are always be with me...
i still remember there was a year, i cry and i don know who to call to...
you are the first one that come across my mind...
SOMEHOW that was the first time you head me cries,
the tone from you...
was so so so worried...
i'm so glad that you are worried about me...

And from that day onward i regard you as my'
"BEST BEST" pal in my life...
some how, my life time may only have you alone...
but it will be great to me...

i will not aspect MORE BESTIE friends....
from the age of 13 until now...
which was like SEVEN years friendship...
hope no one can tear us apart...
during the school time, we dislike each other...
until the age of 15..
is kinda STUPID at time...
we don apologise....
but we wrote LETTER...
is something memorable....
we do ALOT ALOT of stuff no matter GOOD or BAD..
always have you with me...
i believe if we o back school and visit..
those teacher will still remember us...
and they will SURPRISE by us...
within this 7years we CHANGE alot..
maybe we when through too many things..
or we are old to think:)
hopefully this 7year friendship can last long...
so put your hand with me..
we will walk through together...
even married, had kids in future... maybe our children can be a couple too...ha ha... don LAUGH...
i know is about too far...
but it may be come through right:)
well i will not be witting anymore letters to you..
not even a sorry anymore in network....
because we are true ful to our self..
we will open out to one another right:)
heexX....so in yours and my life...
we need to share things among us...
hope after reading this post you are touch...
every single word that i wrote is to you...
no one else, only YOU...

TO MY BEST BEST FRIEND....ELLICE

A friend that is unique
A friend that is one of a kind
A friend that is perfect
A type of friend who is hard to find
A friend that is sweet
A friend that is perpetually fair
A friend that you know
Will always be there
A friend with an amazing spirit
A friend with a striking heart
A friend that is trustworthy
A friend that is smart
A friend that assuages your pain
A friend that can dry your tears
A friend with unrestricted love
A friend that can alleviate your fears
A friend with an exquisite smile
That could never be ignored
A friend that’s never been hurtful
A friend that is easily adored
A friend that is respectful
A friend who is loved by all
A friend that is relied upon
A friend to never let fall
A friend you can talk to
Her compassion is known by a glistening glow
Just by sparking her remarkable light
The whole world will know
What a great and amazing person she is
A friend I shall never forget
She is the greatest ever been known
Best of all the friends I’ve ever met…

simple but enjoy

2009-10-14T12:00:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

todae weather was fine....

rain in this morning.....

todae i work morning shift...

so i call and change the timing......

yet the rain STOP...

i think the heaven is teasting ME:(

but through out the shift was HAPPY...

this afternoon meet BRAVE at coffee shop...

seen to be SO LONG never see him....

after coffee go play POOL..

same thing HAPPEN...

i keep LOSING the game:(

but i LEARN from there....

even he also i IMPROVE....

ha GUESS what after that we go play MAFIA WAR...

some how LAME ar...

play until nine plus...

we RUSH down to hougang mall...

we are eating LONG JOHN SILVER.....

don you think is FUNNY.....

after that we are HEADING home:)

pray hard for all of them:)

2009-10-12T15:22:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

well, times fly....now is October's, just came back from Thailand last month, i never enjoy much.. didn't get to shops too:(
but never mind.. I'm going on the DEC again:) hopefully this time round i can shop as i like:)

this couple of months, a lot of unpleasant things happen around me, before i go Thailand my friends dad got into ICU. when i came back from Thai i got fine $200, not only that my so n so. met a lot of bad luck things too... now finally my aiai dad discharge from the hospital.. now i only can pray hard for the so n so... hope his injury recovered asap, family issue will be fine too.. alright, long time don get a chance to see brave coming down our store:( abit weird weird..haha.. but now i use to it lo) some time working is just killing my time, unlike the past.. past time i really want to learn new things but right now I'm totally flat?? i lost focus at all times...totally out of mind.. don know whats going on.. some time i really got a thought that why this place can't keep their people... it driving me crazy... what i dislike the most is the people.. god give us month to share feeling and talk.. but no body to ask u bad mouth one and other.. don u feel bad by bad mouthing people...sometime really makes me vomits out:( i dislike this earth at times...well well well... i need to find full time job asap... so as for my current job i can put it as a part time job:) so in-order for me to drift those person apart:)

OK.. i believe i had done my part at work...so even i leave that place i will not feel guilty at all... some how will fell up sad, cause i need to leave my team behind :(
now is October.... exam around the corner....hee, i wish i have magic power to let all my crew member, team, everyone in earth to live well in this world, hope god can only bring them joys and peaceful place:)

2009-06-14T12:49:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

hahaha.....one month never talk granny story le... so today i will post post post.... well wed meet aiai go clubbing... was funnn....after clubbin.. luckily got one guy send us home... we when for supper:) yummy... well thank u.. mr alan by sendind me to store... wow, what a day ar,, damn damn tired ar.. some more service supper in ar.. gosh-_-!! somemore need to do ordering... GUESS wat... i only order i case of muffin for sat... luckily WS got help me check.. if not i will KILL by my BOSS... after work i was already so tired.... the PHONE keep ringing....gosh it sound like ring rang rong.. haha....well as usual.. keep working never stop... yesterday got small misunderstand between yanxia and me... just hoppin that it will be alright:) yup... got to wish killian goood luck in her csp and bsmc:) hope she really learnt alot.... ha, idiot qing xian, MC make me run like shit... packing so many orders..70 and above ar.. i vs 6rider...grrrr....but nevermind, i still don know i can still run mds.. hahahs last night talk to kor kor... i want to plan an outing to go pulau ubin... hhaaha... got to text ws, teddy to go,,, it so so cool lo... can't can;t wait for the day to come,,, today washing heat treat.... tired....but i can take it as a refreshment for me to learn... well shit razid.. so bad give me to customers wish is so firce de... scare me sia... but luckily can ancounter with it...heng ar... well do know hows potato doing le.. need to update with her... hope the outing she can tag along.. well i think i shall stop here le,, grandmum story ends.....

2009-05-19T17:59:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

well... my luck still not there yet.... ha... yesterday go cpp attachment.... was pretty FUN... maybe is just because I'm loving it...after that meet potato and gege t hgpt outside talking till 3-plus... while walking with gege, we share alot of thing.. after that we sit down at vodeck... talk until 5 plus 6... well my dear teddy always say guy are jerk... but i don agree.. sorry to say that.. because mostly of my male friends get hurt then gals friends.... hmmm well ii will not blog till when I'm free... going to take btt soon,, is on the june... haha.. wish myself good luck.. hmmmm hmmm hmmmm..... attachment is so fun.. exciting i want it more:) well i think i shall stop here:) supper tired...

2009-05-17T09:23:00.001-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

well today is my off day.....tml is Monday suppose to be my off too...but Boss ask me to attach to CPP... well..i'm fine with it.. can learn... so i had attach to RVM HG CPP SKSC HGPT... another 2 more to go to complete my patch outlet le:) is an discovery for me to explore the store.. different people and working style:) after work will be meeting tracy at HGPT.. chit chat ..haha.... i will ask GEGE to come down too...can't wait for the day:)

2009-05-15T11:31:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

what a day man....
jillian incidents...
christina incident
today MDS compliant..gosh
wat a magic moment for me:(
everyday there's something new...
3day never see brave 3 day got bad things cling on me:(
wat a day... now need to send email regardingt all compliant....
cash o/s... i want to send email...but papa don wat
wat a nice guy:)

2009-05-15T00:12:00.000-09:00

happy gal:)
every moment are magic moment to me...

guess wat.... jillian and i now become a strangers......i belive it will not bring us to nowhere.....what she told annie... i'm really pissed...but now i'm fine with it....yesterday meet teddy go amk hub to find her brother birthday present... ha, i bring one of my crew phone,.. feel so bad lo....hahas ... we meet christina....she is my ex rm, once close pal... although every time meet her,, she will say something bad... then i only can sollow it....wat a day man.... while havin dinner... we saw annie...wat a day... now worry..don know what annie will think again..plus wat jillian say abbt me...wat i can do is to stay clam... nothing much...and i belive the more i explian it will make things worse,,,,ha...after the dinner.... kel and i return cat phone...haha...w lost our way....cann't imagine....haha

2009-05-12T23:38:00.000-09:00

.........work work work.........
..........what had i done this few week..............
is all about work..........
.........getting so sick in it..........
i think until now my people skill are bad..........
.........i don know how to handle people well.........
............by the tone of voice........
how can i, how should i change..........
........those the problem really lies on me.........
......or maybe somehow we are drifting................
................or you are finding ways to release your anger this way..........
don you know that, this is the wrong way of doing this...........
.............you are making me fall from the top...............
may i can i shall i.............
...........no i don think so............
................i belive is for you to learn.............
i did knoiw what will happen next.........
............but you are really too much.................
.......every pixel thing you want to share and let the whole world know........
is this the correct way you treat a friend like..............
i have enough of it..........
.............this is not the first time...............
you think about it...................

2009-04-30T23:23:00.000-09:00

is an end to say good back to black black uncle.....was having fun last night with the team member.... all of us are as crazy as the IMH people.. we was playing alot of stuff...is all about i'm loving it:) he was torture by US, US... even my boss too.. we throw egg at her:) hahas so fun... everyone was so0 so0 SMELLY... except WS... everyone kana the egg.. even papa and teddy.. i throw on them too... hahas without their notice:D... so happy.... well... happy moment are always short... but life move on... wish him all the best in AMKP... hope my dear TFM can let go to0... black... stay strong and bold there:) HGA8 will alway be here for u.. do visit us.. wow haha... tc:)

2009-04-28T22:51:00.000-09:00

well well well.....my dearest first assistance is leaving....somehow feeling down... but i will BLESS BLESS him.....BLISS:)
hey black black uncle.. thank for teaching me so MANY MANY stuff... gosh... thank man.. if don have you.. i don think i will be here tooo.....thank you for not giving me out... thank you for thanking care of me... hey BLACK you are really something man.... i'm here to wish you all the best...and meet out too:)
as what TEDDY mention.....

LIFE IS LIKE A MAN
SITTING ON A BOAT
DRIFTING IN AN OPEN SEA
A BOARD VEIW AWAITING
AHEAD TO DISCOVER

teddy....
thsnk you

well i shall start my journey then:)

RECEMTLY things really change....my life , my friends, my family....

as for my life
is a good news to hear that...
I"M GOING BACK TO STUDY.... to filful my dream....
BUT that's something good confirm thats something back too...
someone ask me to work pepper lunch as a AM..pay not bad.. is twice the amount i earn in mac.. i belive it can deligten my life..BUT not my day... BUT my school fee is EX... if i don take the offer now.. how am i going to pay my fee... i'm lost..WHAT should i do... i LOVCE that people here....gosh

as for my friends

I REALLY MISS THEM... i belive the relationship with friends are drifting apart...when the moment i started in mac... MAC really change my life... it change my personal thought, behaviour... it totally change my prespect in my life... as for what i had is TEDDY... she is my MAC, friend, darling, pal....she is 3 in 1... i belive no one can replace her...so basically i'm still being BLESS....

as for my family

well i find it funny...when i was young, my dad use to GAMBLE.. he lost everything but except US.. after he quit GAMBLING... he insist to set up a business..BUT fail.. end up own depts for us to clear....NOW finally he got a job... BUT my mummy loss her job.. why... i know nothing is fair.. so i only can take it.. now only hopping that all my family member are fine will do...

well...i not a person that will take care of my family member.. i belive my brother will do so... i have a strong feel about it... he is a SUPPER MAN... hahas, BUT sometime he really makes me HATE me... BUT i know i can't live without him...
kor... i love you... if there's an next life... i still want to be your sister can... pa, ma same as you guys... i love u....

2009-04-25T16:43:00.001-09:00

well....long ime never blog lo...recently just received my result from ASMC...well got improve la...score 74/100...hai, but still feel sad...well my bro wants me to study but need to resign... what should i do then...i really love HGA8 so much...gosh... it seen to be got a BIG stone infront of me...how am i going to get it from me...people transfering is coming again...hate to hear that...but there was no choice at all.. we only can except it..and nothing much...now all my team member are falling sick, due to BAD weather... hope they can recover asap...hai, hospitaility is so near and yet so far from me, my boss recently keep asking me, when are u going back to study...in my hear i really wish to go, but the school fee was like.. supper dupper EX ar... my i BELIVE my bro will willing to pay up for me...so wat still worries me.. ha, i just don bare to leave the place that i use to work and the people with, just simply to into it... just simply love them...i'm loving it...hahas, well now i just hopping that all my team member are doing fine.. wish robby score well in his EMPC...jillian in her BCMS...tracy, teddy in their exams... brave in his new store (AMKP)..and who ever that are transfering out to SKSC...and MOTHER'S day is coming soon...haven decide wat to buy for my ma, mummy and annie... they are the most important person to me... they stand apart of me... as for brave, still planning on his farewell party...don know want to held on it anot....hope teddy can plan for me...TEDDY i MISS working with you, MISS going out with u..MISS those crazy moment with you....HOPEFLLY THANKFULLY, hope annie will put us work together...hope the day coming SOON.. razid and robby birthday coming SOON... it fall on the may....aug will be papa bday, sep will be brave bday...dec will be song bdae... it seen to be SO fast.. time files:) everyone are getting olded...soon i need to adapt with the NEW 1st ass liao.. don know what is his working style, will he be a fun loving person, can my crew adapt to him? ha... i think i should not bother so much... i should bother myself will do...well, until now i still cannot handle my Opps well.. shit man, i really don know wat i'm thinking sia.... haixx... i miss my friends, i realise that i always WORK WORK WORK or just stay in STORE.. my lifestyle is becoming in STORE only... i never meet my friends for atleast 1month ++++ oso never update each other... my life is getting BOARD... will i fulfil my plan with my ASMC mate.. the plan that we want to go overseas... can it be done, just hopping ba...until now i still got a question mark turning here and there,,, i'm still thinkin, does ws except me as his friend... it really bother me... he treat me so cold...as for papa... it seen to be wired wired de, i now running out of brain... it sound funny right,... i should say my brain cell dying..hahaalway think of unrelevant stuff.. it only make me more stupid... TEDDY can we maintain as now.. maintain as a BEST BEST PAL... will u be my BEST PAL>.< teddy i hope we can every time write letter... maybe everyday write will running out of words.. maybe once a week.. is just for us to update each other as a different way.. msn, e-mail, sms it seen to be so common.. so we write LETTER can.... some time i was asking myself, can i be a good coach...BUT i doing where to start and where to coach.. who to teach what to teach..so confusing lo...TEDDY when are u going to BLOG...i want to read more about u...TEDDY can u send me those picture that we took in thai disco.. i want to keep it as an memories.. so whenever i'm free i can veiw it.. and smile at it.. it is our team member HAPPY moments.. well teddy, long time never go out with the TFM le.. ssoon they will verify to ad FM..no longer T infront.. and we will be the same.. TEDDY i'm lost in the jungle now.. feeling so BLANK and lost... don know where to go... don know why life leave on with no target.. is a sad thing to mention it... no aim in my life... i feel so useless now... i feel like stepping back what i behave like that past.. but if i step back.. i belive i will ruin my future and i know u don want to see it happen...taking drugs will make me feel relax.. but i knw oncw i started i will not stop...haix...JASMINE ar.... u are hopeless la... be strong and brave can...whats bothering u...hA..so funny right, talking to myself.. like an idiot... well well well.....i shall end here....

2009-04-17T13:01:00.000-09:00

teddy....haha, atlast i blog it.. well recently my mind feel so BLANK...nothing on mind...now feeling very relax...asmc ended..result come out le...now my heart feel much more relax...the stone inside had drop out...sign-_-!! it seen to be LONG TIME never meet up my friend le...dissapoint dissapoint ar...i really miss you guys....ARgh! i really don know what to blog....my mind is so BLANK now...my Brain feel so stress..i don know whats going on...i'm just not myself now...

2009-04-02T10:16:00.000-09:00

can't imagine that i will sleep with the BIG BIG TEDDY BEAR..everyday everynight...gosh, this is the first first bear that i sleep with....SUPER SUPER nice to HUG:) everynight will give a kiss onto it then sleep...sound wired right....hahas...by the way, got one more shocking one....i really can't imagine that i today first time chat with WS so long....gosh, ha, talk alot of stuff...from the past until now....as for teddy and i are difting apart, this time round there no people are involve...is just simply she and me....but really don know why there's no topic anymore...as for my TFM, i will only do my part to you guys, not more then that....friend yes I DO...hahas...anythings do know ask me, i will try....haixXxx, need to wash and clean ice machine again:( nevermind i think this time i can teach JILLIAN ba.....ASMC coming soon, it fall on the sunday...wired wired one:( sunday sound wired, is a week end and yet got class.. what the hell right...this time really need thanks thanks thanks my DEAR boss annie...she give me a chance to attend it...BUT i biggest worries now is disappoint her....gosh HOW..what should i do next:))....later need to work, is in the morning i will be seeing my boss and my BIG boss....they need to verify my shift?? i find it wired BECOZ..after running so long then verify??? then whats the point?? but i only can think is to have a better improve la:)well now my hair getting lesser...tonight i think i cannot sleep liao..need to finsh my pre-work and remember all the reading report....shit man...later start work more boring ar....the night mare will start...hopefully i hope it will end as soon as possible la..wookaka..and hope BIG boss will pass my verification:))....after all the verification i will chope on the computer....HOPE my big boss will chat with my boss..BUT no regarding me:) hee:P.......then i can help WS to print what he want:) DaDa....anyway i HATE 1april...althought is my mac mummy bdae...BUT is really a BAD luck....my friend dad when into hospital..i cut both of my hand SO PAINFUL...what a day lo....now i only can pray VERY VERY hard for him....to get well soon...discharge asap..... WY thankss for giving me a memorable bdae night....i know every year bdae will be boring becoz i nv plan properly...all celebrate advance for me..if not the most is go drink...BUT this year is so special...we celebrate at ECP..catch those soft toy....same more the machine spoil...hahahs...keep dropping out...hahas what a bdae give:) first time in my life sitting at the LORRY....it seen to be so COOL....eat untill so full....and first time eat the sweet sor damn not nice lo:( waste money... anyway thank you for celebrating with me advance de ppl... although is unhealthy la..but drank at time is fun....anyway i wish 6 of my friends HAPPY ADVANCE BDAE first...4,6,(2)10,11,13 april....happy ARIES day.... i will bless you guys ya....now i oso need to bless myself, hope today will be PEACE:) shall end here.....

2009-03-28T23:19:00.000-09:00

recently i try to contact ruby, while thanks god..she still willing to pick up my call:) well evrything was no smooth too her. so do i:( i fail my BSMC on the ops day, i'm really angry cause the person in charge. i think is because i forgot to bring the paper there so i score badly. but i'm sure that i did it well on the day...what the fuck..i really feel ashame when my result came out..feel ashame infront of my RM...but i never expect that she never say me, so only tell me my result..and asking me what's happening...while my BC intend to on hold me for ASMC...my RM is fighting for me to go:) i really appreciate...but i hope it will not afact her...here i need to thanks annie(RM) braveman(1st) dave (2nd)...throughout this one year...they really taking care of me, just like a new born baby...some time think back..all the memory is with them..they coach me stage by stage...althought everytime they ask me..i will say don know(you never teach) hahas..i know i'm bad..basically, i really learnt but i need time to remember:) what i want is not to disappoint them, i don want to do something which is not 100% correct..so i need to ensure everything is right before i do:)

that night was chating with two person...we talk alot of stuff fromm 10 to 2plus am..during the conversation mina was quite...only me and brave chat..he keep asing my all the question from red hand book...luckily can answer.. mina ask, and was surprise, she say how could you answer all the question...so was so impress by me...i told her is annie and brave who coach me this but of cause is they everytime randomly ask..so i die die must remember alot la..so i find it is special in the way of coaching:) so now my plan is do the same things to my crew:) can imagine, i near 48 hrs never sleep and yet the next day working M shift. is a killing point to me, i was rock during work, the day was killing me, got event for orange bowl and large order, oh gosh...nearly fainted....so here i need to thanks anyother person...he called razid...he run back from the staduim..to help me do the large order...luckily just on time... thank you my dear manager:)... hmmm now i don know who will be out...but really prepare this time round:)

hmmm dear god, if you are write, PLEASE bless all my surroundind people are doing fine..don let them fall sick...even fall sick olso get well....

2009-03-25T08:10:00.000-09:00

today go to marina square...to celebrate mummy and my birthday in advance:)

eat untill so full:) ha, i was so touch by papa by doing all this...now i'm gettin alright with WS...hope everyday will be like this, i happy to see TEDDY at there too, she bought me a BIG BIG TEDDY BEAR>> HERE"S the picture

very cute right, i got to hug it and slp with it....i put the teddy bear sitting and reading the book... it seen to be so cool right..haha....after the dinner teddy and i went to find SITI our dear fm....see she doing great...both of us are happy...hope tomorrow she will be coming down and find me:) i belive annie will try her very best to help her:) and siti, no matter what going to happen, do find kelly and mee, we will always by your side ya:)

the nature of beauty

2009-03-25T07:53:00.000-09:00

see this is what i recently saw, i realise the earth is full of colour, and i belive that our life is beautiful too, is just the matter of how you lighten your day, you can choose to make your life without colour, everyday move with a emotions and upsad days too...as for me i WANT my life to fill up with all kind of clour, as colourful as the rainbow...i want my life to be meaningful...i want my life to be fully pack:)i don want my life to be BLACK and WHITE...i wish i could visit all the folk and SPCA:) i want to help them up...ha:) see the day the colour that chang, from day till night...it is all about the colour of our life....so friends please please please, when you are free...look up and feel it...and think properly. what you want your life to be...is in your hand, you can change your life..no one can change it...your life is in your hand:)... what we need to do is to share, our joy and tear..happy or unsad moment:) i belive it will make you feel better:)

dayDAYsS........

2009-03-22T08:32:00.000-09:00

well.....nothing much to update, shall i update happy or sad moments?????well........at last i got back my lappy liao, send for repair....ha, who ask me lying on my lappy during movie:) screen crack:x COST me a bomb $198....gosh,.... went to do contact len.....$200...so ex right, soon will get it, dinner and dance on the 19/3.....had alot of fun that night, dance and dance and dance non stop......teddy kel is my BEST BEST BEST dancer:).....we dance sexy dance, i almost touch her whole body:)))).....i touch alot people, my patch people ha, some of them SO FIT, oh my god:))..... i did dance with ALL my pals, BRAVE, robb, radzid kel..... robb was damn shy...i keep touching him myBC saw it....she tot i'm uncoscience,,wat a joke man....BRAVE gota SUPPER BIG BUTT, his butt can make me fall sia, KELL got a SEXY body, ha damn HOT ar....we dancing non STOP lo.....after dancing when to BACK store visit my DEAR BOSS annie:) then we go eat:) luckily i only ate abit:) GUESS wat i vomited:(...damn eeeeee...well when shoppin recently spend 100plusplus...buy alots of stuff wohaha happy sia:)dadadadadad.....MY birthday is coming soon.....haixxz no MONEY to celebrate, coause OVER SPEND liao..my friends ask me to go JB celebrate but if i choose to go i won be able to see me friends in sing:(....nothing is perfect i only can choose one:).....after my birthday CLASS ahead it fall on the APRIL....well my MUMMY(MAC) birthday coming after my end...is on the april fool.....think will have diiner or wat....after her will be my FRIENDS BIRTHDAYS....ella, yong long,and afew wish is no close..hahas, i know i'm bad....today went back STORE, today go there do MDP:) jillian and i was doing, i was doing my ASMC pre-work....she was doing her BSMC pre-work:) atlast we finish our PREWORK.....i was calculting my OPP costing for monthly:).....haix so EXPENSIVE LO..monthly cost about 1000+++++ oh my gosh, NOW i need to educate CREW on how to use all the OPP stuff....every month i brust...hope my dear RM will not scold my:DD...well yesterday when SWIMMING with my aiai....got sun burn:( so painful......at the night part meet up with my dar and sushi:)... super duper YUMMY ar.. all s fresh...yummy:p.....i miss my darling so much, long time never meet her, don know how is she, i wish her happy with her boyfriend:)...one last thing, thank you my der managers, weisong jillian, dave and robby, EXSPEACIALLY YOU ROBBY.. thanks for coacching my opps stuff.... aiyo.. super fan ar, donknow want to go NS anot, my earning at mac really cannot make it...gosh what should i do, hmmm after my ASMC then decide ba, aiai...u say every wed and thurs go clubbing de ar...don blufff me...meet u soon....well i shall end here liao,......BLESS ALL OF U...

2009-03-08T10:03:00.000-09:00

MY PLAN:)

SWIMMING
WING SURFING
PLAY KITE
DIVING
OVERSEA ( MIDDLE-EAST SIDE)(ASIA)
FINDING SCHOOL TO STUDY(HOSPITALITY)
PLANING MY FUTURE(PROCESSING.....)

BY FULFILLING MY DREAM:) I NEED TO TRY VERY HARD....after meeting some of friends i realise that I'm far behind them...they are already planning for there future and working for their life...and its time for me to study, in-order to catch up them, is time to QUIT smoking, due to health concern:) i know i can do it...i know all my friends will be by my side pushing me to the top:) thanks my dear friends...through out the years, if i get into the school i will study hard, i will not disappoint myself and you:) NOW need to find friends to go those activity that i plan:) weekly go swim, monthly go other sports, just simply LOVE seas activity...WELL as for oversea i need to WORK very hard and spend wisely in-order to go ( Taiwan, Korean, Japan, Thailand, America, Australia, etc..) i wish to go with my friends....all need to save ya:) wow haha can't wait for it.. hope everything will start very fast, as for work place was OK only..sometime do mistake but was been forgive, but mistake will make me learn, i will learn from there... i will promise to be firm, was told by my 1st assistance...well sometime will tents to think a lot, will i always stick with McDonald's...sometime feeling down with people surrounding, crew and management team....i will feel that I'm nothing, I'm just going there to manage the place and not more, when can i keep away all this, how to build confidence....am i a good manager over there, those the management team need me, sometime really make me cry silently in the manager room, after each cry i still need to act like nothing happen, just simply wipe off my tears and carry on work...but after each cry i learn to be strong in things that i face...is a growth for me to live...every time i will console myself jasmine this is a learning stage, you need to walk through all this in-order to get what i want... i love my team member especially Ann,brave,kel...can't bear them to leave...Ann is a GREAT person that can coach and guide us along, brave is somebody that can share with, kel is parts of my body...my working soul...i can't afford to lost any one of them...i love them, that are apart of my family:) i will treasure them more then GOLD...they are my precious...ha, what's ahead me..thinking thinking thinking....dinner and dance:) going with brave, kel same day, can't wait it:) tomorrow going to swim after swimming go JB eat and shop...hope my life can fill up with colour and meaningful for me... well DEAR GOD once again thanks for taking care my surrounding people, no matter friends, family,teams, relatives.... please carry on to keep an eye on them...thank you... bless kel, brave, tra and jil get well soon...

2009-03-03T11:16:00.000-09:00

well, i'm back from class for FEW DAYS....think was not wat i think n plan, nvm althought nv get wat i want BUT i learn:) well i felt so happy that i know alot of ppl ou there:) miss them, DnD coming soon...its on the 19th march, after that will be my Bdae hahas, getting old, not intent to celebrate it:)hmmm as for teddy and i was doing fine:) hope everyay will be like this,( TEDDY i put some chocolate at P-hole.. eat it when u not happy:) hahas, but need to refill okay:) now got one thing bad is my TEMPER was bad:( don know why and what happen, but whatever it is:) i'm still who i am:) whos cares:)) ( WS wish you all the best (ASMC) pass in flyin colour okay)
friends take care of ur health:) boss i like you:) not leave us okay:) 1st ass u too oka:) but i can't stop u ( i wish u to leave cause u will be promoted:)BUT do pay us a visit okay:) don yaya..hahas:)

HGA8
team member
i love you<3

teddy

2009-02-24T05:02:00.000-09:00

teddykel,

thanks for calling me to wake me up:)
almost got you late for test feel so gulity:(
never fail to call me:) appreciate alot:)
you are a great pal:) great sista!!!
will we be who we are right now...
by maintaining our friendship...
when will we work together again?
when will we watch movie again?
when will we go swimming?
when will we eat together again?
when will we talk and share feeling again?
when????
by the time i finish my BSMC
your test will end too...
but by the time is time for me to prepare for ASMC
after ASMC will be EMPC...
maybe i thnk to much:)
maybe only BSMC that i attending to:)
i belive that i had my go ahead at work already:)
i belive after my BSMC class i will prepare myself to train and guide CREW along with their SOC anf foundation, show them the proper way:)
i think this is what you want me to be, and of cause this is what i want to be:)
today is only my second day class:) still got 3days to go;p can't wait anymore, hope can my BSMC test right now...got to plan my time:)now i can feel the tension liao..OMG
teddy i miss you:) hahas, do take care, ii think the time i see you will be at D&D liao...so see you on the 19march okay:) cause i think annie wil plan different shift between us:(...so teddy take good care ok!!!

2009-02-22T02:50:00.000-09:00

SAW THIS:) THIS IS YOU AND ME...BUT TEdDY GOT TO BRING HOME LE...IF NOT I SCARE ANNIE WILL THROW IT AWAY....THIS IS PART OF OUR MEMORIES:) TREASURE IT OH:) HAPPY FOREVER, ALL THE BEST IN YOUR STUDY, HAVE A BRIGHT FUTURE OKAY....NO MATTER WHO LEAVE THE PLACE..BUT STILL NEED TO KEEP IN TOUCH OKAY...IF NOT I WILL KILL YOU DE AR...PESTER YOU ALL THE WAY IF YOU FORGET WHO AM I:) TEDDY THANK YOU..I REALLY APPRECIATE YOU AS ONE OF MY GOLDEN FRIEND:) TAKE GOOD CARE OH:)

teddy

2009-02-21T19:26:00.000-09:00

i don know what to write, indeed...we are different kind of person:) don know why we can tag along so well, all the stupid stuff we do, crazy thing we play:)
i really like it and enjoy it very much:) thank you,i really dout myself, no confident...some time really hate u..because someone always say how capable u are..i'm so weak...sometime really hurts me..and making me feel that i'm not fit to be ur best pal:( i know is unfair but this person will make me think twice whenever *** talk about u..it really afact our friendship..maybe our bond is not up there yet, teddy, i got a thought to drifting apart, if u think proper u will feel it...but i belive that it only for a short while..maybe we will get back the same like the past..just give me time to control my personal emotion....i promise...but hope u will not get afacted by what i say on top...i will overcome myself...and please don lost hope in our friendship..teddy
have u as my friend is parts of my life:))is someparts of my organ:)can leave without it:) just think that i'm have cancer now..so need to eat medicine...after recover liao then will be fine:)u are my VIP in my life...hahas, if i married i will invite u:) i know is too early to say this...but just inform u advancely:)

:):):):)

2009-02-18T09:22:00.000-09:00

well...class ahead...gosh:(
still not prepare...few days to go:)
BSMC:) i'm waitint but not prepare:(
but nevermind soon ar later still need to face it:)
another 4days to go...counting down
don know next month schedule will like how:(
next month dinner and dance fun???
going with my 1st ass...don know will i be left out anot...hope TEDDY going...so i can stick with her like SUPER GULE like that..hahas, after blogging t=got to study my MDP and ***....
all the best JCPY:)

lalala:)

2009-02-15T05:51:00.000-09:00

well of 2day...go time to rest and clean up my room:)
BSMC coming soon....
i don know why i'm not stress...
now got to count down for that...
today already 15fed, another 8 days to go:(
tmrr will go back and work, but decide next month go back NS work. ..
mac cannot give me a better pay:(
so is time to go NS:)
hope i can cope with both places:)
the next 4 days will be working mac:)
after that off 3days...
i think the 3 days i will be studying my MDP ant those basic stuff:)
hope all my friends are doing find:)
wish them all the best:)
love them always:)haha

DADA:)

2009-02-11T10:17:00.000-09:00

thanks papa for sending me home after work..call my aiai, then took cab find her:)
was havin supper:)
carrot cake..damn NICE ar wahaha....after eating we walk back:)
walk till our house near...today saw GINA esther FATFAT eric and aiai...fatfat and eric talk alot:)got roman by them...then scare by them, at first talk about their relationship story, THEN talk about camp, THEN talk about DOLL, THEN talk about what they saw:) LAST they fight story
oh gosh, DOLL about sprit camp about ghost WHAT THEY SAW....imagine the wind blow..so coldzy....but enjoy my day la:)
hope next time saw them will talk other stuff instead of this:)

THANKS GUYS
thanks for ur day:)

drank women

2009-02-10T11:05:00.000-09:00

shitty u....keep feeding my BEER...

was tipsy that day....but thanks for your day ya...enjoy it so much...but vomitted...like water foundtain like that, long time never drink liao....cannot like last time drink so much...i look like merlion when i vomit lo..luckily u never saw...hahas, enjoy at the thai disco...thank i never been there before, hope can go again:)...all the girl there look not bad la...some dancers nice well. some very shy,lol lo...the live BAND the best ar...hahas, anyway thank you(aiai)...

darling and me:)

2009-02-08T10:09:00.001-09:00

after work when to darling house...suppose to play majong de...end up no ones turn up,,,
nvm, had our supper together...boring, watching tv..lol right, but nvm...long time nv meet up, so is okay...BSMC coming ahead.. shit...still very lost. OMG, will i successfully pass...and will i be one of the BLUE EYE...hope it will come true:)
as usually working, everything goes fime untill i finish work..there's 2refund..what the hell, NVM after got one customer compliant, then she walk off...shit, hope she will not compliant to the head office...haixx, no complimentary letter.. sadded

todae:)

2009-02-06T09:18:00.000-09:00

at last my pre work done....thanks to my aiai(wenyue)
thanks for ur day...i promise to meet u up again...swear...no empty promises..hahas!!!
until now i still don know who is my trainer for MDP and CLDP...pre work is HIM help me sign...so is he the trainer of my??
and i realise that they ask me to study CLDP is for me to have a better understanding:) thank you (my BOSS) u are really thoughtful...althought she very naggy..but very sweet:) like her more and more....ask for HIM, still got alot of question mark at my head?????can i trust HIM...today i ask HIM this.. he smle, he say "NO, how can u ask a person weather can u trust anot...this is judge by urself"" i smile...i ask HIM a second question, how u think of me" oh well i ask alot of my friends..all told me the same, u always like to smile..NOW i felt..in the difference prospect u can see, as for friends they say u like to smile, play and been friendly, OF CAUSE u will be HAPPY LA:), as for working they will think that u are not listening and not forcus..i can denied it...it's true:)..i will take this as a learning guide...thank you(HIM)...well as for now i will study and be a NEW person in the store:) can be bother other things just do my job:)

hahas....another 15 people to go(foundation)
two week later BSMC...
still not prepare...SHIT la
after BSMC i will study OMT le...
PMC task will try to do..
M&R will try to help dave do
this is the best i can do and help ba..

sorry

2009-02-05T08:33:00.000-09:00

today, I'm a bad women...

i talk to a few crew...i spot their mistake,

i tell them this time round i will close one eye..i will not tell my boss...

hope they will follow what i say... and never make this type of mistake,

i believe everyone will make mistake, so do i:)

so this time i will forgive and forget, if they make this again, i will report...

i will not give them face any more...

teddy sorry that i reply you in sure way, I'm sorry..i know u are concerning me..i understand, but i really don feel like bothering any other things any more... hope you can understand..and stand in my shoe always...

i giving up everything for this very moment...can't believe that I'm behaving this way...it was like?? but no matter what it takes i will still move on... being so mean is not what i want..i can't control too... maybe for the time been u don know what i say is okay:) soon or later u might know.. thanks for being sure a nice teddy

2009-02-02T22:30:00.000-09:00

GUESS what is this?

this is our magic moment....
if u see it clearly:)
we are so use to be a team...
a playful naughty team...
now everyone don seen to be like the picture anymore....

miss the magic moment...
miss it so much...
those picture that we took, seen to be like advertising something...
it look so true...
the moment,
the action...

oh gosh...
when will it be back...
everyone seen to be moody, if u really notice that..
whats going on???

2009-02-02T21:22:00.000-09:00

我好累..我真的不開心。。我真好向像衝前一樣。。開開心心的笑。。天天無憂的日子。。真好啊。。。
now everything seen to be so far...when will the sun shine again...
will thing just like the rain...
after the rain, does rainbow come again??
it seen to be so near and yet so far...
what on earth now..
really torture me...
i really hate it...
humans being...remember..i will remember those people...i will just behave like my past time...i will never forgive and forget...you change my life attitude towards people...but no worries...those who treat me nice i will be X2 to repay DE..i will treat you extremely nice DE...
as for now..hope those who understand me DE will for give what i did...i mean at work...
i will not behave the same..maybe abnormal BA...just tolerate okay:)

i now already lost of direction liao..but i really can't be bother any more...
today when to CPP training for my BSMC...did not do well, but i learn from misake la:)
hope the actual day will be fine...need to study..really is time to study....
hope the sun will shine on me again:)

CPY 加油 ﹕ )

2009-02-02T07:05:00.000-09:00

today feeling unhappy...
quarrel with my sister, regarding work...
how could she say this to me, this is not what i want,
i already find the others to replace for me liao lo, atleast
i never make her down manpower...atlast i cried, suddenly cried out...
i had already hold my tears for several month, today one shot out..
i'm not happy with some of my -------n----....
but i never memtion them at all..
why this person go and say out..
why need to say something bad about me...
did i did anything to you...i will never forgive this --------------- de...
never, only know how to say people childish and yet,
you are no different from the other that you mention to me....u are over ----------
liao lo...after the talk i when to find gege to have coffee....he feel the tension of stressness.
.he over tired himself liao...hope he will be fine..i will try to teach him de...gege thanks for accompany me go find my friend...i really long time never meet her liao..she talk alot..hope qing xian enjoy his ay with me also... -------thanks for your ordering...make me paid the cad fae...but nevermind no more net time okay...
later morning go CPP for BSMC training..hope i can do well....
thats my day...

thanks emily and qing xian...thank you for giving me a wonderful day...

2009-01-30T18:03:00.000-09:00

i'm a sencentive girl...am i??? (YES)
do i behave like a guy??? do i (YES)
i'm i a confident person (NO)
someone always say that i'm sencentive, don think so much...
someone always say, u need to build up ur confident...i agree, but how??

now what i think is mcdonale is it my future job untill the day i retire??
i keep asking myselff this question...but til now, i still don know....
but as for now i work to do my best...
don care people can see anot..just do it:)

today month end, working with 3manager...
hope our stacks will be good:) god bless us

closing cash sheet sigh
2x diff by 20cent..shit the calculator..
go and round down for me...
damn it:(

teddy and i go send something at FR
we took cab there and back, during the journey..we talk alot...
after alight from the cab i carry her back to store...hahas, she was so light lo...omg
hope today she will be alright and never late for work...

dear lord, bless all people that i know...
bless them through up the journey..
no matter their ups and down..
just bless them...
BLESS me too..
i wish all my friends, staff, managers, relatives and family
always healthy and happy...no set back for them..

dear lord, is this a dream that i working at mac, is this a dream that i work with those people..is this a dream that we close up, hope this is not my dream...it real,
dear lord BLESS THEM!!

-_-!! hai

2009-01-30T17:25:00.000-09:00

what a day for me...

MDP again

BSMC on the 23/02

got to refresh myself...

i hate reading...

is my attitude correct during work...

should i stop playing around...

i loving playing and joking around

is this my weak point..

been short temper is it my weak point too..

being nice to people

also no use they will tends to take advantage from you...

why humans are like this....

i think i should make up my mind le

although i said several time le...

but whatever it takes...

i will maintain

staff and manager relationship...

stop being naive...

old enough le jasmine

i miss school time...

taking Hospitality at ite..

hope will select me....

i want to study:)

i will promise to do well...

it time to cut across with my staff,

they don worth my trust anymore...

hope that they will stop taking advantage me...

i had enough le

how to work with people...

what those people think??

hope i will get good result on BSMC...

hope i will be a outstanding manager one day...

i don wish that this is only a dream..

i want to make it realistic

hope i can learn all the stuff...

stop been let behind....

wake up now CPY

belive yourself

it time to build your confident up:)

jasmine chia....stop rejecting people when they offer to teach you okay:)

promise:)

Febuary tasks to do:

BSMS
MDP
60 Crew Foundation
SOC knowledge
Equipment

all need to be done...prove it okay CPY...never make yourself down again..

confindent level??

100 percent:)

wow haha

加油哦

佩穎

你可以的

要有信心

我在作模。。

2009-01-29T04:59:00.000-09:00

我的爸爸今天生日29/01。。。買了蛋糕給他。。希望他天天開心。。。爸爸我愛你哦﹗﹗

今天我和媽媽喝酒。。然後為我的狗喝了一點酒。。然後它。。哈哈she got drank..walk tipsy, hope that she will be fine, i told her..u cannot be the chia family dog..cause u cannot drink..only a feel drop then like that...我的天阿。。。

NAME: ENEN

AGE: 5

SEX: FEMALE

恩恩對不起。。。

what a day ; )

2009-01-28T16:14:00.001-09:00

today i close cash sheet..well the whole shift was perfectly done...atlast, this is my first time runnin a nice G shift...is a great start...but what i worry is my boss will keep on putting me working G...scare sia:(
but working G can always see GEGE:)
but will never meet teddy:(
so difficult lo...
both i wish to see but only can choose one:(
today papa very tired lo...slept in the cab, don know the cab driver got sell him away anot:)
hahas,

teddy

2009-01-28T16:11:00.000-09:00

teddy,

天总会黑
人总要离别
谁也不能永远陪谁

don you agree...
i might leave the store one dAy..
of cause i don wish to leave
as well as i don wish u to leave
i don wish anyone to leave this store..
i lovce this place:)
but worse come to the worse,
if i'm leaving i will tell you in-advance:)
PROMISE

back track on the pass two day:)

2009-01-27T14:09:00.000-09:00

oh well..first day of new year got to work..is like so Sukey lo...but who ask me never request off..hahas..well the day was like very very BUSY...but i very bastard i when for break around 5pm..i rush to my auntie house...although just only 30min..but better then i never go..

hai...my day was like ( reunion, first, second, third day new year got to work.. so sadder right..)
but i enjoy working:) i like the spirit that all my staff work so hard..and united as a team...is like wuhu:) SO COOL lo..how i wish everyday everyone behave like this...i like the atmosphere...just can't believe it..

yesterday i when gambling, loss a lot money..so sad.. i was like bull shit lo..why my luck so bad...hais...i tell myself never mind once a year is okay de.. not everyday can liao..
today i throw teddy temper, this is my first time, i feel so guilty lo..how could i do this, what i wish is she will not take it to heart..and I'm confident to say she will forgive and forget:)

reunion dinner

2009-01-25T06:52:00.000-09:00

as usaul i when to work..working in the morning, working with papa and teddy...do have some not happy stuff, but nvm...teddy will knw wat i saying....after work qing xian, tongyan and teddy when to my house eat reunion dinner...after eatin i ask gege to go my room and smoke...and i lock the door..smoking half way my mom knock at my door...i quickly throw away my cigarette..and qingxian react like...jasmine how...wait don open first...i laught, i was like i don wish my mom to see me smoke, althought she knw..but not pleasant ma...i was thinking u he can smoke wat but why he react like he will get into trouble...dots right...nvm after our dinner we when to teddy house for second round...was havin fun..alot children..i play and feed them..so fun lo...how i wish i could be them....no stress, being naive, kind hearted...cry as they want....i wish i can be like them...
that my days : )

a wnderful and meaningful day with them,,,
teddy thanks for ur dae....

哥哥, Teddy and papa

2009-01-24T07:41:00.000-09:00

mr. zhuang qing xian

this is the guy that i mention 哥哥...

haha..this 哥哥 came from china.. he English is poor...but soon will be fair or even good... coz i already promise myself to guide him along...
now he promoted to a crew leader, his the first foreign that promoted...I'm proud of him..

mdm: tan shu qian

hehe, if u saw ur pic here don scold me..

she is my teddy, she give me a feeling that she is an angel from heaven...when ever other manager mention about her, it seen to be i'm the evil and she's the angel.. but nevermind, we will remain as a tag team teddy..

the perfume smell...

you knw what i'm tryin to say: )

mr. dave ng

last not forgetting my papa...

basically recently then we get close..maybe this is what i think only..he is a fun and loving person that i can work with..and he is just like a father that nag.. he will always say jasmine do u think this is right, or one more is .. please take care of WS...shit him at times :P

all this 3 person is recently close up... it just happen to be...maybe is fate...and maybe is my luck to be with them...i love them....i will help them as many as possible.. maybe they will not appreciate but i will still carry on..hahas

G SHIFT

2009-01-24T01:09:00.000-09:00

23/o1/09
Friday

as Wat we plan..we go watch movie, only teddy,Tracy and Jillian turn up..nvm
but the process that i go there is miserable...i wanted to take cab down..but there was no cab i waited for an hour, so i took bus, but need to change..but once i reach hougang interchange i took the wrong bus 147 ...i alight at serangoon, quickly take cab..whats a day for me, when i reach we go eat MOS burger, the service was suck...not to mention, we bought 4 (ink house)tickets, teddy and i sitting together, Jillian Tracy together...both teddy and i got jacket...so is warm for us, but the two of them was cool..so i took out my jacket pass it to Tracy, i thought so will share it with Jillian, but she never...it seen to be funny lo...teddy and i was laughing because of this and we think that she is selfish...okay, watching movie half way, my boss msg me, last min ask me work G shift, what the hell...but what to do i only can agree with her...we when to store once the movie end, teddy and i when to drink around 10pm..we sit at the voidek chat about the past until 11pm..because i need prepare for work...once i start in, i was like piss...yes i running with 6 people..but i never manage night shift at all..this is my first time, all the crew having go break, all the station haven wash, ice-cream machine also need to wash...oil need to change, it just happen to be me, so Never mind...that was my day, which i think i' not in the luck...my GEGE help me alot, if don have him i think i will cry, he say a word...xiao zhao ren meimei..DON WORRY, STILL HAVE ME.. i was like HAPPY lo...at last struggle my day, when to eat breakfast with gege and tongyan.... i will invite them to my house tomorrow to eat reunion dinner.... now i shall stop here and have my advance reunion dinner : )

relaxing dae:) wow haha

2009-01-21T23:51:00.000-09:00

today working in the morning...
today got alot of people working with me, so I'm just walking here and there..
well yesterday was my off dae..was have=in fun..meet up some old friends...but is board..not to do much, after i MSG my aiai, suppose to meet her..but end up NV, i when to mac and look for papa..this is how i spend my off dae...

tomorrow working again, need to wash alot equipment, sure very tired de, shit...nvm, i know i will make it de, no worry CPY :D
tomorrow seen to be coming very fast...can't wait to watch movie with all my fm exspeacially my TEDDY:)
the dae after tomoro is reunion dinner night but is in advance la...hahas..once a year, can't wait...been a year nv see my auntie uncle liao...miss then...they are gettin olded now, got to treasure them like gold:)

bad dae:(

2009-01-21T08:30:00.000-09:00

today is not my day...
today i run like a crew..no is worse then a crew,
today i do stock up, cleaning...i down with 5 crew...running with 3 crew,
the 3 crew only can run kitchen...
but whatever it is.. i appreciate my boss help me, although down man power, but she is willing to help me...this is my day, is tiring, but at the same time is challenging...boss thank for your helping hand...i really appreciate..and touch, tends to like my boss more, can't explaint...

~*.h.a.p.p.y.^-^.g.a.l.*~

The people that I work with

interesting days:)

this is just for you

simple but enjoy

pray hard for all of them:)

the nature of beauty

dayDAYsS........

teddy

teddy

:):):):)

lalala:)

DADA:)

drank women

darling and me:)

todae:)

sorry

-_-!! hai

我在作模。。

what a day ; )

teddy

back track on the pass two day:)

reunion dinner

哥哥, Teddy and papa

G SHIFT

relaxing dae:) wow haha

bad dae:(

~.h.a.p.p.y.^-^.g.a.l.~